21-Dec-2021 — Christmas week. This is a post to share with at least one reader that I hope sees it soon…because even the Grinch learned that GREED was evil!
I won’t name names, these folks will know who they are. This one person in particular needs to be reminded, that I once changed their nasty and wet diapers, powdered their naked ass and have NEVER done anything to them to deserve to be the victim of their GREED and POWER TRIP. I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE DOING!!! I KNOW MORE THAN YOU REALIZE!!! I have chosen a self preservation route but your support would have made this easier for the last 9 years and 9 months. Just return a phone call or be the bigger person for a change and MAKE a damn phone call.
I KNOW you are not the person you have become. I KNOW you are NOT the person you were raised to be. I KNOW you are hiding behind an ego and maybe even some guilt but mostly you are driven by an anger, that you have not come to terms with as well as a newfound GREED. GREED is the devils work. YOU ARE BETTER THAN THAT! YOU HAVE THE POWER TO DO WHAT IS RIGHT … RIGHT NOW!!!
To the other individual, that seems have discovered self preservation mode, I must have made an impression. Contacting me after 6 years of silence, presenting yourself as a victim and finally delivering the news I should have heard a year prior, I feel was nothing more than a ploy to see what I knew, where I stood and where I would go. Your ability to say a lot by saying very little is concerning. It took every ounce of my soul not to go off on you. But, I’m tired. The battle you have chosen NOT to fight is the battle I CHOSE not to fight in 2012, except it was 3 against 1. Odds weren’t in my favor. I had to sit back and watch you take control and ruin things. I had to listen to YOUR truth and be told that I wasn’t “doing things to meet YOUR approval”. NEWSFLASH – I don’t need nor desire your approval. I think you and the one who taught you, have always been too busy keeping track of others’ life choices that you forget how to handle your own lives.
TO ALL PARTIES INVOLVED …. I am a very good person. I am a person of my word, just like my daddy! God rest his soul. He would be so ashamed of me if I acted out of GREED and ANGER. I feel like that is why I haven’t been able to bring myself to carry through with measures that would ruin your life and cause you to be tarnished in the eyes of those who only know the person you portray, not who you really are. Sadly, in my years of self preservation I have come across so many people who have finally felt comfortable enough to unload the weight on their chests and tell me that they see through the cloak you each are wearing. Those individuals don’t understand why I have been the target for so many years. They understand my position when I took the path of self preservation and they too were silently praying that one day, I would be vindicated and those cloaks would be removed and the err of your ways would be realized. They know that if that day came, I would be right there to forgive you because I am a better person!
Remember, karma is a bitch and the only judge that matters is the one who made us all in His image.
This doesn’t mean I have given up……
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