It has come to my attention that every move I make is important to a select few…I call my stalkers. It has gone on for YEARS…no matter how far I move away from them, it seems they find a way to stalk me. Over the years, I have just accepted it and figured that with the stalkers on my back, maybe I will never be worried about being kidnapped. The problem is…more times than not, these ‘stalkers’ have information this is incorrect. They try to use what little bit they know to disrupt my life. They have attempted to try to convince me that I cannot trust ANYONE, that everywhere I go I have people reporting to the ‘stalkers’. The last few years, it has begun to feel more like a life of a celebrity….sure would be nice if I have the lifestyle to match the feeling.
I’m not doing anything illegal or underhanded. But for some reason, there is a small percentage of people in my life that wants to be “in the know” when it comes to every aspect of my life. So much so that they have taken it upon themselves to even call about some personal loans and check on the payment status of them….SERIOUSLY!!!! It was brought to my attention and after the anger, I stated, “if you are so damn concerned, why don’t you put your money where your mouth is?” – of course, the debt is still there and so are the stalkers.
I do not live an exciting life – at least not enough for a reality show – but apparently, someone thinks my life is more important than theirs and they have nothing better to do than stalk me and my family. What can I do? Continue down the path I’m on and hope they lose interest? I’d love to win the lottery so I could finally buy myself out of their sights….but they’d know about it too.
I think it’s high time people keep their nose out of my life….pay attention to THEIR life. If they are going to continue to dabble in my life and my challenges, maybe they should be willing to help fix those challenges??!?! If not, get the F out of my life!!!
“Don’t try to figure out what other people want to hear from you; figure out what you have to say. It’s the one and only thing you have to offer. “ ~Barbara Kingsolver
